'I'm Still Here'

Textile embroidery wrapped on canvas 50cm x 70cm

 

Exhibition theme

I was delighted to be part of the Irish Guild of Embroiderers exhibition at the Lexicon Library, Dun Laoghaire Co Dublin.

The theme was ‘Meetings’ and the selection of embroidery and textiles by members was fantastic.

The exhibition in August 2018  (took me awhile to finally write this blog post).

Here are some photos of parts of the process.

I always start a large textile textile piece for an exhibition with a mixture of excitement and buzz of ideas.

Then after the initial flurry of looking at materials and scribbling notes I get that uncertain stage . . . what exactly do I do ???

Eventually I decided that my slant on the theme of meetings would be . . . meeting time head on !

This ended up a very personal piece about awareness of ageing.

Contrasting the different seasons and physical changes in flowers / pods etc

My mother told me only ever admit to age of 37 - no more.

No matter what happened in her life she would say “I’m still here”

Now I find myself saying it.

Starting 

I started off with a black felt background to give depth to my colours.

I dyed my silk background with flowers, leaves and some rusty bits and then did some water ripple effects with free machine embroidery. I added felt under the silk to form stones.

I always start with stitching my first elements individually, so that I can change my arrangement as I go along. Elements get added and eliminated as I go . .  like chopped up the fabrics to fit until I was eventually content !! (after lots of standing back and looking at it  !)

Starting to take shape.

On my lap

I enjoy seeing the beautiful work done in embroidery hoops. 

But I am not a ‘hoop girl’ . . . I am an ‘on my lap girl’ and apart from some small amount of free machine embroidery, I hand stitch every tiny or huge project on my lap and love the control I have.

However that might be cosy in winter months but can be a bit too warm on hot days.

Like having a constant heavy blanket on my knees !!

Flowers

I wanted the top flowers to be the big bright full bloom ones, the vibrant young ones.

I used silks mixed with antique lace and a mix of texture stitching like french knots and bullion. I added lovely deep green scrim as a mossy base for them to grow on !

Seed pods

One of the things I love to stitch the most is the gorgeous seed pod.

I love the complex layers they have and most of all that although they are often the end cycle of the flower or plant they are still so beautiful.

I again used silk I eco dyed with dark flowers and rust and of course more yummy antique lace.

I often buy the antique and vintage lace other people reject - the damaged torn pieces.

I love the history and I will rip and intertwine it with my stitching.

Painting lace

Sometimes the lace, although very old, need to look darker so I paint it.

I use watercolour pencils and deepen the colour to suit my textile piece.

Love the way this is often call ‘to sadden’ !!

Dandelion

Another thing I love to stitch . . dandelions at the seed stage. The make a wish stage !

Antique lace at the centre and work around it.

Mushroom

Another addition to the older section of my textile art are mushrooms.

Who doesn’t like stitching mushrooms?

More of my dyed silk and antique lace.

Stems and roots

They were such fun to make !

I suppose partly due to the fact that at this stage I was well into the project and also finally feeling I was making progress and also because I just love making them.

Some I made by wet felt rolling out for roots and then I had to ‘dirty up’ with watercolour and coffee.

You can get lovely thin root ends by hand rubbing felt.

Others I made by ripping and twisting fabric to form stems and thicker roots.

Lace ending

Finally I gave the mixed garden a strong base and anchor by lots of dark antique lace at bottom.

Sign off

I added my wording ‘I’m still here’ just like my mother 

. . . and stitching keeps me that way . . still here